SMILE !

I hope you liked my posts. I know, some words are not properly used, but I really tried my best to make it. Don't worry, soon, I'll make a better one. Those are all my originals. I write poems when i'm bored, sad, alone, happy and inspired. It's like, I put all my emotions to it. I don't know, I just get some scratch papers and get my ball pen and sit down, and words suddenly, would come up in my mind. 

Well, had a tiring day. I need to rest now. Keep visiting my blog and read my posts! Till next time! Bye!

Kaibigang Hindi Ko Mahanap

Sa tuwing ako'y nalulumbay

Sabi mo ako'y laging may kaagapay

Ngunit nasaan ka ?

sa tuwing kailangan kita .

Marami nang nangyari

ngunit wala ka parin sa'king tabi

Dadating ka pa ba ?

Pangako, hihintayin kita .

Pinilit kong tanggapin ang sakit na nadarama

sapagkat, ako'y nagtitiwala at may pag-asa

na darating ang panahon na ika'y nandiyan na

tinutulungan ako sa aking mga problema

Ngunit, tinanong ko sarili ko ,

' May kaibigan nga ba talaga ako ?'

' O sadyang, ako lamang ang naghahanap,

ng Kaibigang hindi marunong tumanggap ".

Mahal Kita, Manhid Ka Lang

Noon pa ma'y , sinubukan ko nang lumayo sa'yo

Ngunit, kahit anong pilit ko, hindi ko parin mababago

ang tibok ng puso ko'y ikaw lamang at wala nang iba

dahil sa piling mo ako'y laging masaya

Subalit, nang nakilala mo siya

Bigla mo kong iniwan at sumama sa kanya

Ano bang dapat kong gawin ?

para ako'y iyong tanggapin ?

Paano na ako ?

iiwan mo na lamang ba ng ganito ?

Tama na, wag mo na akong pahirapan

pagkat ako ngayo'y nasasaktan

Mahal na mahal kita

Sana naman maramdaman mo na

Dahil pagod na pagod na ako..

na magmahal ng isang taong manhid kagaya mo ..

Minahal Kita, Dahil Naging Totoo Ka

Marami na akong taong nakilala

Pero sa'yo lamang ako naging masaya

Hindi ko alam kung anong meron sa'yo

basta't ang alam ko, ayoko nang lumayo

Nang ika'y lubos kong nakilala

sarili'y di ko na maalala

dahil sa ngiti mong kay tamis

puso ko'y natunaw at iyong inalis

isang araw, nagising na lamang ako

at nakita ang sarili kong nagmamahal na pala sa'yo

hindi ko alam kung papaano

basta't alam ko ika'y naging totoo

mahalin mo din sana ako

nang lubos at totoo

dahil pinapangako ko sa'yo

mamahalin din kita ng higit pa sa sarili ko ..

Sorry, Pero Mahal Talaga Kita

minahal mo ako, una palang tau nagkakilala

sorry kung di kita inalala

mai mahal pa kasi akong iba

at iun ay dati pa

pro naging loyal ka

hindi mo ako kinalimutan ng basta basta

kahit ilang beses na akong nagmahal

ikaw parin ay nanjan

at, sa wakas, minahal na kita

sana ako rin ay mahal pa

para naman ako'y maging masaya

dahil kasama kita

naging malapit tau sa isa't isa

nagkukwentuhan at nagkakatuwaan pa

masaya dahil nanjan ka

ako sana'y mahal pa

pero, nang siya'y iyong nakilala

lumipat na ang atensyon mo sa kania

napag iwanan mo na ako

kala ko ba ako mahal mo?

ginawa ko lahat para ika'y bumalik

pro kahit anong gawin ko, ako lang naman ang kaibigang matalik

sorry, pro mahal parin kita

sana naman bumalik ka na

ilang araw na ang dumaan

pro ikao ay nasa kania parin

anu ba ang dapat kong gawin?

para ika'y bumalik na sakin ?

sorry, pero mahal talaga kita

at kahit anong pilit kong sabihin sa isipan kong kalimutan ka

ang tigas naman ng puso kong iwan ka

dahil nga mahal kita !

--- this is one of my poem. I hope you liked it. I know, I'm not that good at writing poems, but, when i get bored or inspired, i write poems. ----

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY :)

GIRL'S POV ..

when i met you, i knew it already .. that you're the boy who would complete my life ..

i never told you what my feelings are because i was so scared that you would get mad and leave me alone ..

so, i acted like i don't care .. i don't care about what's happening in your life when the fact is i really do care ..  a lot ..

one day, you came to my house and asked me if i'm free ..

i said yes .. expecting that you might confess to me ..

when we got to the place where you wanted to go, you told me to sit down for a bit and wait for you ..

you left me and bought something for us to eat ..

it took you so long and it made me scared .. not because i'm alone .. i'm scared because of the thought that you really left me and found somebody to be with ..

then, suddenly somebody came and said , " do you want company ?"

he was so friendly to me and i can't deny him .. we talked and talked until the sun went down ..

you never came back .. i was hurt ..

one day, you came to my house again .. but this time, you were with somebody else.. you asked me if i'm free .. i wanted to cry and say no ..but then, you're my best friend .. and all i ever wanted is to make you happy .. even though it's not beside me.i answered yes .. you two were so sweet that my heart is in so much pain .. then suddenly he came again .. saying, " do you need company?" he was so kind to me that all i am feeling right now vanished .. maybe we're really not meant to be .. i was hoping that i could tell you what's inside my heart .. THAT I LOVED YOU SO MUCH AND ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY ..

BOY'S POV

since the day i met you, i felt something strange .. a feeling that a person can't tell .. i never told you this because i was so scared that you would get mad at me and will never talk to me again ..

everytime you would tell and act that you never cared for me, my heart is in pain ..

i was hoping that you love me too and would care for me ..

when one day, i came to your house and asked you if you're free, i was so glad you answered yes ..

i left you alone in that place, because i was so afraid that you would get bored ..

so i bought something for us to eat ..

i was supposed to confess to you that time so i practiced every line that i will tell you ..

it took me so long to practice .. and when finally i got confidence, i came back but i saw you talking with somebody else .. it hurts to accept the fact that you were so happy talking with him ..

til that day, i told myself to stop loving you .. coz i know that you never loved me too ..

one day, i came back again .. but this time i brought my girlfriend .. i came to your house and asked you if you're free .. i was expecting that you would say no, but then you said yes .. i was happy .. everytime we holdhands, i always wanted that your hand is what i'm holding not hers .. everytime i look her in the eyes, i always wanted that your eyes is what i'm looking to .. but then, he came back again .. and again, the two of you talked and is always happy ..maybe we really are not meant to be .. but i was hoping that one day i could tell you what's really inside my heart .. THAT I LOVED YOU AND ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY ..

Ang Kwento ng Magkakaibigan

May tatlong magkakaibigan, si PINK, YELLOW, at PURPLE. Magkaibigan sila hanggang June ng second year life nila. Nung July, na meet ni PINK si BLACK. At doon nagsimula ang closeness nila. Napansin ni YELLOW at PURPLE na wala ng time sa kanila si PINK. Kaya nagkaroon ng conference ang COLOR family. Nag-usap usap sila tungkol sa tatlong magkakaibigan. Sinabi ng bawat isa ang kanilang mga opinion. Hindi alam ni PINK na ganun na pla kalala ang problema. Sinubukan niyang i-ayos ito. Hanggang sa dumating na ang buwan ng Disyembre. Christmas party iyon. Ngunit, hindi parin nagpapansinan sina PINK, YELLOW, at PURPLE. Palabas na sana ng room sina YELLOW at PURPLE, nang sinabi ni GREEN na ," ibigay mo na sa kanila". Gi-poke ni PINK sina YELLOW at PURPLE, para ibigay sa kanila ang letters niya. Hindi man makabasa ng maayos sina YELLOW at PURPLE ng nakatayo, kaya bumalik sila sa upuan nila at umupo. Habang binabasa nila ang sulat, binabasa din ng COLOR family ang sulat sa likod nila. At doon nagsimula ang iyakan. Lumapit si PINK sa kanila YELLOW at PURPLE , at humingi ng tawad. At doon, naging magkaibigan ulit sina PINK, YELLOW at PURPLE. At sa araw na iyon, nagkabati na ang lahat.

                                                                            psssst -- YELLOW , ikaw bya nagkwento sakin nito XD

Ang Simpleng Ako :))

Simpleng tao lamang ako. Namumuhay sa isang simpleng buhay. Pangarap kong maging isang artista. Noon pa ma'y gusto ko nang maging isang sikat na mang-aawit, ngunit ang boses ko ay hindi naman ganoon kagaling. Pero, nagpapasalamat pa rin ako sa Diyos, na binigyan niya ako ng ganitong talento.

Masayahin akong tao. Palabiro at lageng may ngiti sa mukha. Sabi nga nila diba, " SMILE -- the only thing to do, to escape reality.. Even if it is obviously fake." Madali  maging tao pero mahirap magpakatao.

Mga taong bahagi ng buhay ko. :

Sisters !

Asay Gang :))

Triplets !

Bogs and Miat

Jharvie at ako :)

Tataii Yves , Papa Houl en and Triplets .

Newtonians !

Ate kambal !

Cattleyans !

Jollibee Family !

Masaya ako, dahil binigyan ako ng mga maiingay, malikot, masayahin at mapagkakatiwalaang mga kaibigan. Mahal na mahal ko sila.